Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Act Justly, Love Mercy, Walk Humbly....


Micah 6:8... a verse most people are familiar with but have we truly ever realized what this verse is saying!? 

Think about it... we are always looking for "what God wants" and "His direction" and what "He expects us to do." And we stumble through our days and weeks praying for direction.... but what if "His direction" was simply to go about our day acting justly, loving mercy, and simply walking humbly with Him? It says "He has shown you, O Mortal, what is good. And what does the Lord require of you? To act justly and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with your God."  Is it really as simply as that? Are we humans so used to complexity and so baffled by the infinitude* of God that we can't possibly comprehend that it really is THAT simple? What if we approached people, ideas...life... with that mindset? Can you see it? Can you imagine walking through life seeking God (that is after all what "walking humbly" really means, right?) and everything just "works out"? I'm not saying the rainbows and fluffy bunnies kind of "works out." I'm saying that no matter what, you know that by acting justly, loving mercy, and seeking Him, you know beyond a shadow of a doubt everything will be ok. I don't know... just some food for thought. ;)


*new word I learned by first spelling it "infiniteness"! :D haha

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Secret Joys

"What is the sign of a friend? Is it that he tells you his secret sorrows? No, it is that he tells you his secret joys. Many people will confide their secret sorrows to you, but the final mark of intimacy is when they share their secret joys with you." -Oswald Chambers

Read this on utmost.org this morning and it struck me as really interesting... I'm not entirely sure why. I guess it's true though. I would venture to guess we are more cautious to share our joys with people we don't fully trust. We fear that they  will either think us silly/petty or that they will somehow be jealous or feel we are "rubbing" it in. Either way, we fear the status quo of the relationship would be changed (even if only for a little while). Therefore, true friends are those that we trust will be there in our ups and downs... Even when they are "down" and we are "up" - and vice versa. 

Anywho... Just some thinkin's. ;) 

Oh, as a side note... The rest of the post this morning was good too.. Check it out here: http://utmost.org/the-secret-of-the-lord/

Saturday, May 26, 2012

The War Inside...


Read this from Oswald Chambers the other day and found it really interesting and worth sharing....

"Life without war is impossible in the natural or the supernatural realm. It is a fact that there is a continuing struggle in the physical, mental, moral, and spiritual areas of life.
Health is the balance between the physical parts of my body and all the things and forces surrounding me. To maintain good health I must have sufficient internal strength to fight off the things that are external. Everything outside my physical life is designed to cause my death. The very elements that sustain me while I am alive work to decay and disintegrate my body once it is dead. If I have enough inner strength to fight, I help to produce the balance needed for health. The same is true of the mental life. If I want to maintain a strong and active mental life, I have to fight. This struggle produces the mental balance called thought.
Morally it is the same. Anything that does not strengthen me morally is the enemy of virtue within me. Whether I overcome, thereby producing virtue, depends on the level of moral excellence in my life. But we must fight to be moral. Morality does not happen by accident; moral virtue is acquired.
And spiritually it is also the same. Jesus said, “In the world you will have tribulation . . .” (John 16:33). This means that anything which is not spiritual leads to my downfall. Jesus went on to say, “. . . but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” I must learn to fight against and overcome the things that come against me, and in that way produce the balance of holiness. Then it becomes a delight to meet opposition.
Holiness is the balance between my nature and the law of God as expressed in Jesus Christ."

Saturday, May 19, 2012

I climbed a mountain.....

I climbed a mountain this week. Yes, an actual mountain in South Dakota... Actually the highest one east of the Rockies and west of the Pyrenees (in Europe)! To reach the summit of Harney Peak, it was about a 6mi hike up a 1,100ft elevation climb, which for this out of shape, Texas girl was quite challenging. It took almost 5 hrs (there was a really cool, old fire lookout station at the top). That much walking gives time for a person to think and reflect. For me, it was enough time to develop a metaphor of sorts.....

As Christians, our lives are directed by God. I think that, many times, life with Him consists of "mountain climbs" that we must make in order to be taught something. Now, I'm not referring to a spiritual "mountain top" metaphor about being "high" on the Spirit... This is a different thought altogether. ;)

I believe that God is constantly teaching us and shaping us into the person He knows we are. I think that, like a mountain climb, it can be really challenging for us to get to the "point" of what He is trying to teach us because we are so focused on the strenuousness of the climb. On this hike, I had the advantage of knowing what was at the top of the mountain... What I was climbing toward. Whenever I thought I was about to die, I would remember that I wanted to see the tower at the top. Many times we do not have the advantage of seeing what God is trying to teach us until we get to the top. Occasionally, like on that hike, we can turn a corner on the path and see a portion of the "point." Those glimpses can be encouraging to us to keep going. 

Sometimes it is a long climb, other times a shorter one. Sometimes it is a steep climb, other times a slow grade. Many times we complain most of the way. Sometimes we travel a little ways with others, sometimes we simply pass them on the way up. Sometimes we stop for a break, but we must never give up. 

A point I will need to think more on is whether we can, in fact, give up and never reach the "point" where God is trying to take us. Perhaps a later blog entry... If I figure that one out. ;)

Anyway, that is what I learned on my hike... Oh, and that I need to get into shape before my next mountain climb....

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Post-grad thoughts.... It's a journey.



As I move into a new chapter of my life, my goal is to seek the face of my Lord. I know that if I am focused on Him, He will place everything in its proper place. I will have no need to worry because He will work out everything in His perfect timing. I don’t know what the future holds. I don’t know what friends I will see again. I don’t even know where I will be working after June. But one thing that I do know is that my God is good- all the time.

I will not lie and say that I do not feel a level of anxiety about not having everything planned out, but I will say that what supersedes that is a peace that passes understanding. For I am told “do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” (Phil 4:6-7).

As I continue on this journey, I realize that I do not want to be the author of my life story… I want God to be the one that writes it. In doing so, I therefore must not trust in my own understanding, but must trust in the Lord with all of my heart (Pr 3:5).

I am commanded to “trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart” (Ps 36:3-4). And most importantly, to “commit your ways to the Lord; trust in Him, and He will act…. Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for Him” (Ps 36:5,7). I am, by far, not a patient person. God has perfect timing, but it doesn’t always seem so perfect to me. I must learn that faith includes trusting in His timeline, not my own.

These are the thoughts that drive my desire to completely trust Him. I am on a journey to discover how that looks and what that will require. A journey does not only take us somewhere, but in the process it makes us who we are. May I grow into the woman God desires me to be through this journey of faith and new chapter of post-grad life.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

I am what I am, by the grace of God. :)

I was packing for the mission trip to Arizona (we leave tomorrow! :D), and I found my little journal of "random thoughts." I sometimes write little blurbs about a quote or song I hear. Anyway, I saw the following from November 2011.....
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 "One individual life may be of priceless value to God's purposes, and yours may be that life." -Oswald Chambers

"But by the grace of God, I am what I am, and His grace toward me was not in vain..." - 1 Cor. 15:10

       Our lives have an infinite amount of potential. Many times we never see that truth for ourselves or we don't have people around us who remind us of that truth. We tend to allow our weaknesses to take center stage while we push our strengths and wonderful, God-given gifts to the back. Chambers also has suggested that "the way we continually talk about our own inabilities is an insult to our Creator... [by doing so] we accuse God falsely of having overlooked us."
      When I read that today, it struck a chord with me. I am beginning to feel more stretched to go outside my comfort zone and to try new things. I find it exciting to think of the endless possibilities that God sends my way! The future is bright!
     The verse from 1 Cor also stuck out because sometimes I feel inadequate as a person and that my personality is "too much." There is always an element of improvement that is possible, or needs to be paid attention to, but there is also an element that God has created me to be exactly who I am. He has extended His grace that I might use my gifts and talents in His name.
      More than anything, I want to be where he wants me. I want to walk with Him and be shown the endless possibilities of His wonderment. I want to daily be amazed by my journey and His love. That's what I want.
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If you've never heard of Oswald Chambers, start by going here: utmost.org. You won't regret it!

Monday, March 5, 2012

In God's perfect timing....

Ok, so my prof was talking about something (I don’t exactly remember now, but regardless…) and he offhandedly said something about Lazarus and how Jesus waited 2 days before going to “see” him. Now, I know the passage in the bible from sermons, Sunday school, and such, but something popped into my head when the prof mentioned it this time and intrigued me greatly. So, like any curious person, I went and re-read the passage (John 11:1-45).  ;)  This is what I thought was interesting….

As you know, the passage starts out with Jesus being notified that His friend, Lazarus (brother of Martha and Mary), was ill. Even though He knew this, it says He “stayed where He was two more days…” (vs 6). This is the first interesting response of Jesus in this passage (I will explain all of these “interesting” things in a minute).

After 2 days, He basically tells His disciples to pack up because Lazarus is “sleeping.” The disciples, as usual, misunderstand and wonder why it matters if he’s sleeping because he will soon get better. Of course, then Jesus has to be blunt and say, “Lazarus is dead” (vs 14). He then says, “for your sake I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe. But let us go to him” (vs 15). This is the second interesting response of Jesus.

So the disciples go along with Jesus and as they get to the city, Martha meets them outside the gates. She tells Jesus, “…if you had been here, my brother would not have died. But I know that even now God will give you whatever you ask” (vs 21-22). She and Jesus go back and forth for a few verses about what Jesus is going to do about Lazarus and finally tells Martha to go get Mary. So, when Mary gets there, she falls at His feet and says, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died” (vs 32). Then it says that “when Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who had come along with her also weeping, He was deeply moved in spirit and troubled” (vs 33). This is the third interesting response.

Ok, so Jesus was troubled and seemed to confuse some of the “tag along” people (see vs 31) because it says they could see that He had really loved Lazarus, but wondered why “Could not He who opened the eyes of the blind man have kept this man from dying?” (vs 37). Finally, Jesus says “Take away the stone” (vs 39). Martha’s response is “But, Lord…by this time there is a bad odor, for he has been there four days.” The fourth interesting response by Jesus is in the next verses when He says, “Did I not tell you that if you believe, you will see the glory of God? … Jesus looked up and said, “Father, I thank you that you have heard me. I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me” (vs 40-42).  As you know, Jesus calls to Lazarus and the guy just walks out in all his shroud finery… which I must admit would have really freaked me out!

Ok, so now that I have given you a (sort of long) refresher of the passage, now to my point of what piqued my curiosity…..

Remember those “interesting responses” I kept pointing out? Well, let’s look at the first one. Jesus waited 2 days after hearing of Lazarus’ sickness. Now, Jesus knew that Lazarus would die. He also knew that He was going to perform this miracle. So why not go see the guy, let him die, then raise him up? In my opinion, I think Jesus is giving us a glimpse and metaphor for how God deals with us in a crisis. We ask Him to work things out and to make them better, but we usually want Him to do so in our own time and very visibly (like showing up at the guys death bed). But, God doesn’t work like that. He knows what will happen in the end, but He chooses to work in His own timing and many times behind the scenes.

This brings us to the second interesting response. I think that God does this so that we “may believe.” There is no “faith” without risk. When working in a situation, God wants us to put our faith to work. Many times we question God’s actions and responses to our cries and situations because we do not see the end product yet, but God knows His plan and in many cases is only acting in accordance with what will eventually be only a “step” in His overall goal. Jesus knew that He was going to awake Lazarus. He knew that fact when He delayed His trip. The disciples, Martha, Mary, and the other Jews did not, so to all appearances Jesus had neglected to get there “in time.”

Bringing us to the third point, Jesus is said to have been “deeply moved”- He even wept- when He saw how upset everyone was over Lazarus’ death. I think God is demonstrating here that just because He knows what will occur, does not mean He does not feel or respond to our pain and our perspective that occurs from our limited knowledge.

Finally, the main point that struck me was simply Martha and Jesus’ dialogue before the stone was moved away. Martha, like many of us, still doubted that what Jesus said He would do, would actually occur. She also was quick to point out what could go wrong with Jesus’ little plan of raising Lazarus, “But, Lord…by this time there is a bad odor, for he has been there four days.” Do we not do the same!? Do we not come to God asking for His help, requesting that He intervene, and then give Him a bunch of reasons why it can’t happen and reminding Him of all of the obstacles that our little minds have thought up that could prove a difficulty to Him? I mean, if knew I wouldn’t do the same thing, I would exasperatedly say to Martha, “Really?! He basically just said He would make him live again and you are worried about the smell!?”  But seriously, how often do we do that too?  Jesus’ response is priceless, He simply says, Did I not tell you that if you believe, you will see the glory of God?”

And that is simply it. The sum of it. Does He not tell us that if we believe, we will see the glory of God? No matter what. No matter if the situation stinks from 4 days of death, He will give life. No matter if we are still a little doubtful, He will be faithful. No matter if we thought it was “too late,” He will follow through in His perfect timing. No matter if we have already thought all was lost, He will restore. No matter what, He is still God and He is following a plan that is already in motion, and He will see it out….and when He is done, we will see the glory of God. :)